Friday, 19 June 2020

Knowing about enduring realities of teaching dilemmas


I have been in teaching profession since 1988, when I started my teaching career as an instructor in a Medical School as Physiology Instructor. I was mostly a behaviorist using chalk and board, and then slowly upgraded to using   overhead projector and powerpoints.

"I know, I will never strike the right balance between being credible and authentic because no such perfect balance exists.......I know I will never connect with everyone's preferred learning styles 100 percent of the time because the diversity of my  students' personalities, experiences,  racial and cultural traditions, and perceptual filters (as well as my own personality, racial identity, learning style, cultural formation, and professional training) make that impossible."

It has been my challenge all the time in my 20 years of teaching where I have taught almost 1000 budding doctors. But it is a sense of relief for me the first time that someone is talking about it in his book (Brookfield, S. D. 2006). We had a variety of students who came under various reservation quotas. Their level of interest and motivation to become a doctor was diverse above all their diverse personality traits and cultural background. I always thought that I was such a failure for those students who joined the medical school against their own wish but their parents pushed them to this "noble" profession. It was not a small class and my schedules were jam packed that I could spare much one-on-one time to counsel such students or pay extra attention in my spare time.

Another truth was that "I could never judge correctly when I should intervene to help a struggler student and when I should leave him/her to find him/her own way through the learning challenge."

I had to go one day at a time and keep patience. Though the instructor is always at a powerful position and can chose to take non-emotional decisions in evaluations and care less about how much the students are motivated to complete their course; especially in a class of 50-75 students when there is a pressure to complete the curriculum in required time frame. But here comes a humanistic approach which also varies  instructor to instructor depending on the personality  how deeply one cares for the students. I always felt that my role is not only about how well I can lecture in the class, if my voice is audible or not , whether I can my points clear enough about the content validity and reliability of the subject knowledge, but on the flip side of the coin of perfection, I am a motivator and I am responsible to see the students engagement also and to see how well my students are learning especially in a profession where they will be dealing with human lives after their graduation. I have always felt the pleasure as well as pressure of ethical and moral responsibilities towards each and every student I have taught. I still remember calling and waking up some of my students on the exam days when they did not show up 15 minutes before the exam starts which was the reporting time.

I often took peer support in the class, pairing such students with the buddies who could be good motivators for them. I also took support from my colleagues and tried switching my lectures with 50% of my class time into small group discussions and giving my tough students to the more experienced  teachers of our department. Sometimes those students could correlate with them better. Our ultimate goal as a teacher is student centric that at the end of the semester, we wish to see our students succeed.

I absolutely agree with this truth, "It seems to me that classrooms can be thought of as arenas of confusion where teachers are struggling gladiators of ambiguity. Just when we think we have anticipated every eventuality, something unexpected happens that elicits new responses and causes us to question our assumptions of good practice. Yet admitting to feeling unsure, realizing that our actions sometimes contradict our words, or acknowledging that we are not in control of every event is anathema to many of us."

References:
Brookfield, S. D. 2006:The Skillful Teacher on Technique, Trust, and Responsiveness in the Classroom.  Jossey-Bass: A Wiley Imprint (2nd Edition) P: 9-10


Tuesday, 16 June 2020

How much our students must know about Systemic Racism?

When I worked as "Safe Harbour-Respect for All" Provincial Program Community Organizer (funded through AMSSA), I remember I showed this film on Anti-Racism Day which we started naming it as "Racial Inclusion Day" afterwards. Today, in the realm of this time when individuals, employers and Universities are holding discussions how to end Systemic Racism, I thought I will share this film once again as a reminder. It needs your 1 hour and 30 minutes to watch this documentary. 'The Colour of Fear"
In Chapter 2 of Brookfield's "The Skillful Teacher" I agree with the "Assumption 3: The Most Important Knowledge Skillful Teachers Need to Do Good Work Is a Constant Awareness of How Students Are Experiencing Their Learning And Perceiving Teacher's Action". 
"Skillful teachers realize that most of their procedural decisions (What content to teach next, what examples to use to illustrate a complex idea, who to call on in discussion, how to frame an assignment, the amount of time needed for small group breaks-outs , when to depart from the plan for the day and so on) should be guided by an awareness of how students experience the classroom. 
It is my experience that showing audio-visual clips or giving an assignment to watch a movie leaves a lifelong impact on students' brain and it compels them to think deeper what is going to be their experiential learning at the end of the course. For example, in the present case, Systemic Racism is a big topic in any student's personal life. In a real life experience, some students are engaged in racism and bullying to others and some are a victim of such anti-social behaviours. These types of films could be thought provoking for both the populations and open micro-topics for discussions and further, they could prove to be transformative. I personally was strongly moved when I watched this film 10 years ago and it gave me an insight ...."really? this is actually happening?" I was actually ignorant about systemic racism while living in India because we were all "Brown" and we were all "Indians". Discrimination in hiring and Systemic Racism do occur in India but not so much on the basis skin colour. There are different types of discriminations in India and different parts of the world. This movie opened my eyes and I invited a discussion group of  new immigrants from different countries who belonged to different races, skin colour and ethnicities and Canadian community at large which included employers and significantly powerful officials from the government (our local Mayor, MLA and MP) and we watched this movie together in a school auditorium along with high school students. The impact was powerful which was visible in the discussion after watching the movie. The students who were shy and didn't participate in the discussion verbally, their body language and facial expressions said it all. Last week I met a student of that class, who was a new immigrant at that time and still struggling racism and bully at his workplace came rushing to me in a grocery store parking lot and reminded me "Mrs Soni do you remember that movie "The Colour of Fear"  which you had shown 10 years ago?". I was not happy what was happening with him but I was happy to note that my method of teaching worked that the students were learning and perceiving teachers actions. 
This method worked for that population, it may not work for another set of population and I will have to find another method after gazing my audience (my students). The experiential learning and methodologies of teaching are constantly changing because there is a slow shift in students' mindset how they enjoy learning and what they enjoy learning. Our curriculum also need to change with time not only the teaching and learning methodologies.
What do you thing? Please share your views and I will be happy to answer your questions if you have any. 
Looking forward to have a healthy discussion on Systemic Racism. Thank You 
Kusum

Reference:
1. Brookfield, S. D.: The Skillful Teacher: On Technique, Trust and Responsiveness in the Classroom: 2nd Edition: Jossey-Bass: A Wiley Imprint, 2006. P 28.

2. The Colour of Fear -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vBSImagHK8c Stir-Fry Productions 1994

Monday, 15 June 2020

My journey and my short autobiography - Where I am in 2020


My Journey

   It is a new learning curve for me to go back to school in my early 50's with my keen mind to understand how adult learning feels like, and what methodologies are used now-a-days in adult learning so that I can enhance my professional skills with the changing trends and prepare myself to go back to teaching after a 10 year gap. I used Google search to explore which course will be best suited for me. I saw a link of Vancouver Career College, School of Instructor website and their Facebook page, and my curious mind forced me to click those links spontaneously to get some idea if there is something which matches my desires, if there is something for me or not, who takes these courses, and where this course will take me? The Facebook cover photo and the profile picture were very inviting which says "Keep Educating Yourself".  https://www.facebook.com/VCCSchoolOfInstructorEducation

   So, I got interested to enroll myself in Provincial Instructor Diploma Program, in the fall of 2014 with Vancouver Career College, PIDP 3100 online course, which is my first online course that I have ever taken. Initially, I was nervous but my friend eased me out and said "this is very common trend these days to study online while you are working full time or part-time, it saves time and it is very interesting to learn new stuff". http://instructordiploma.com/
   
  Months went by and my friend sent me this video after few days checking how I was doing with my course. She didn't ask me if I have any challenges or if I am enjoying it; she asked me to watch this video. She didn't know that I was struggling with my blog as I learned to make a blog for the first time and I took help from a student whom I supervised at University of the Fraser Valley. It was tough for me to understand how the technicalities of blogs work, how to create links and resource pages etc. At the same time, I was building some thoughts about the role of educators to keep the adult students engaged and motivated; but I clicked on this video leaving aside my assignment for a moment:


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_yJ0wfRiIY
(This video is in Hindi with English subtitles) 
   
   I got motivated again after watching this video and I felt energized enough to start my new journey. I got ready to explore new learning theories for adult learners how educators play a role in increasing motivation in students; and how the students' engagement can be improved in newly emerging trends of teaching and learning especially in this new normal of Covid19, racial challenges in professional development and personal lives of every individual whether we are students or instructors. When we are all in a state of lockdown state the mental and spiritual health is facing bigger challenges such as; fear of death, economic crisis, labour-market taking a new shift, increased domestic violence and racial hate crimes on its rise, overdose deaths. Being a student myself of PIDP and currently enrolled in a very important course 3260 – Professional Strategies, I have realized that teaching and learning styles are also changing with this new normal.

I am a life-long learner, and I like to experience life through self-empowerment, by sharing knowledge and skills with others.  Technology is playing an important part which is also a new learning curve for some of us; for example, zoom meetings, sharing lessons through WhatsApp groups, Moodle and blackboard are becoming day-today practice.

I immigrated from India in 2003 where I was an instructor in a reputed Medical School where I used chalk and real blackboard teaching and then I started using overhead projector and then power points in late 90’s and early 2000. I am enjoying my personal transformation in this whole journey of doing PIDP course and working with non-profits as a workshop facilitator on various topics.
It is not only the shift from classroom to online teaching and learning in this current crisis of Covid19 but the scope learning due to systemic racism has impacted significantly in the past couple of months. Racism was always there but it came on the surface with Mr. Floyd’s tragic death and then followed by emotional re-churning of the communities. I came across this Mindshift blog which, I thought, will be a thought provoking for our group learning.
What is your understanding about equity and equitability?
I am looking forward to learn from you all in the coming weeks through this discussion forum. Please share your views through comments.
To know more about me and my professional experiences so far, here I feel comfortable to share my LinkedIn profile. Please feel encouraged to connect with me and know me more. https://www.linkedin.com/in/kusum-soni-ph-d-477b6937/

Kind regards
Kusum Soni